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     yoyo ppl, here i am again! wahh after replying to all the tags then i realised my blog is rotting soon :X hmmm, busy for the past week, with pom progress report, boa excel project comm skills etc...which are all not done yet. hais. NEVER-ENDING, SERIOUSLY. i have been regretting not gng jc instead. i think the system there suits me better though. the ppl and everything. poly life is filled and empty in it's own way. i'm so looking forward to the trip to damai with haris and ppl this coming fri (: sorry haris, though you keep telling me not to skip this coming week's lecture but seriously this thought has been appearing in my mind... i really feel like skipping! i dont just feel like returning to damai for an hour ): i wanna stay as long as you guys...what should i do....? I MISS DAMAI! and i dont know wtf is wrong with me. why cant i change? why am i still like when i was still in damai. totally dont speak up in cls and then i become a totally different person when in choir or the students' council. arghhh godddd! I SERIOUSLY SUCK MAN. i think somehow, the feeling is gone. you're living in your world...sometimes i couldnt utd you...and i'm somehow like this too. i realised there are some things i rather keep to myself than tell any one of you, compared to the past. i dont know what have been happening to us. i seriously dont know how to keep our rlnship running for long. you were once the closest person to me, but now, i'm meeting kh, sy and angela more than i'm meeting you. i'm talking more to them than to you. is it my prob or yours, or both? i tried to be as positive as i can, but i saw stuffs tt seriously kept pulling me back. HOW? i need the wall and door. and the only key to the lock on the door. and on wed kk came for his grad, and i went to "buy sweet" to take pic with him (: i guess i wouldnt be seeing you often alrd...as in in sch... ppl, can we make every thurs damaian day? and eat tgt, seriously i love the times spent tgt (: the previous thurs had lunch with ws, mw, kh, sy, ws, yt, angela (: nice! i can eat more, ppl! haha. let's go~  |  |
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