had been feeling kinda low these days. CAUSE OF SOME IDIOT. you'd better watch out, before you make me flare up. just because i'm keeping quiet doesnt mean you can trample all over me. i am tolerating. KNOW YOUR LIMITS.

and it feels kinda funny. i realised that i can nvr get to choose to watch what movie i'd like to watch when i'm in groups. it's like, hey! this movie is nice! let's go catch it! and I SAY YES. so it's time for me to SAY NO. not that i dont like to watch that particular one.

and my tagboard is like seriously DEAD. cause nobody wants to tag. I GIVE UP. so my blog's just for display.

now i'm trying to stop myself from closing down my blog, and stop all those negatives but i just cant help it.

and i think some people are really scary. why do you say something and do another? do you have split personalities or something? it's like, i dont know you anymore. to the extent that, i dont dare to speak with you about my innermost stuffs.

i realised when you really need a friend by your side at a time when hope was low, no one's really there. nobody really bothers.

I WISHED I'M A GUY. what if i disappeared from the world, i'd wonder. sometimes it's not a matter of how fortunate we are compared to those who are handicapped or whatsoever. it's a need satisfying thing, you know. we're sad cause of things that differs among individuals.

hmmm on a happier note, i finally got my feifei stuffs from shiqi! it's really a fantasy concert ;D cos it created fantasies in my brain! like, their next album in AUGUST and coming to sg soon!

went to cash studio on thursday with 1a06 for a karaoke session from 1-8++pm. then ate at hawker. the carrot cake was horrible. then home-ed.

later'd be celebrating grandma's birthday!