sometimes i wonder why i'd write and converse in poor and substandard language, when i can do way better than that.

sometimes i wonder why i'd waste my life away on sleeping, and doing nothing all day, when i could've done things way more productive than that.

sometimes i wonder why i'm so antisocial in terms of making new friends or expanding my social circle, when i actually in fact, have a bad girl within me, dying to go crazy partying all night, meeting all sorts of new people from places everywhere.

sometimes i wonder why i'm not making effort to do well academically, when i'm actually not stupid, and yes, i mean i'm quite intelligent, but yet, not too into current affairs. i sound so bimbotic, i know.

sometimes i wonder why do we have to be brought into this world when we all have to leave someday.

sometimes i wonder why some people are just so lucky to be fed with a silver spoon, when poor people are toiling so hard out there for their living.

sometimes i wonder why i'm so unlucky when i see people living a life better than me. (oh well~ that's so human right!)

sometimes i wonder why those super intelligent people came up with all the bullshit theories and make us study them. (yeah, higher standard of living and stuffs, but WE'RE NOT HAPPY D:<)

urghhh.

how i wish i have lotsa money to buy endless supplies of apparels, bags to wear everyday, and to satisfy all my cravings in the middle of the night.

how i wish, humans dont have to sleep to get rest.

how i wish...............

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