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TAG REPLIES: > JerNgiap: LOL. you slowpoke! i think many ppl know lo! you tuo li the blogging world for too long liao lah~ hahaha! and you revamp your blog liao, now wanna blog frequently liao ah? > AUDREY: hahaha, okay can (: we all can try catch it tgt. afternoon i think not much ppl bah :X friday somemore! BUT, i forgot, actually friday my CMA tut is 11-1pm :S ohmygawd. THE LESBIAN STORIES ON 死神少女 IS SUPER DUPER DISGUSTING. OHMYGOODNESS.  "A student joked tt I was emo last lect :) Emo is now a fashion word. But the limited, -ve sense it conveys doesn’t do justice to the many emotions we're bestowed. When a person is emo, is he happy, sad, excited, calm, fearful, bold, troubled or inspired..? Each emotion can be valid at the right time. So emo may be part of being human. To be w/o emotion is to be socially disengaged, & tt's not smethg to be admired :)" - MR CHAN SEET MENG. mr chan posted this as his fb status. i found it kinda true. i was just dispirited for a day, yesterday (: as humans, we have so many emotions locked within us, which we have to unlock by experiencing many different things throughout our life. different things i experience everyday gives me different feelings. but i guess being my friend, all of you must have a suffocating feeling whenever you're with me? of me being so emotional all the time. that's why people dont bother talking to me when i'm like this. exactly the same way how i dislike my friends being so emo all the time, and 'cause it's so frequent that sometimes i feel like not bothering. but it's exactly the reason why i chose to keep my mood swings to myself and try not to appear anomaly. i dont want to bother people with my emo-ness. because i experienced a lot (not a lot, like an elderly though), i tend to ponder about things that happen around me, whether minor or great things. call me sensitive if you want to, but my life's shaped me into how i've turned into now. yes, i'm always pensive. this, i dont deny. but people often say i think too much into things... which i think has pros and cons to it (: i like myself for how i can think so much into stuffs, at least to me, i feel it's a special ability (: 'cause i'm sensitive, i take more notice to people around me who might feel down or so, etc. but i have an inferior-thinking side of me as well. for example, i think "packaging" is important. it's kinda pragmatic of me, but well~ that's life right. (if you people understand what i'm talking about, that is) all i can think about now is a bright future ahead of me, doing well in life, so that i can earn enough money to buy myself an apartment, send my sisters for better education, "PACKAGE" myself. more importantly, i want to build a complete and happy family of my own, in return for the broken one i have now. yeah, i yearn for it. but it's not really important at this stage of my life now though (: i dont know why i'm like talking so much of myself here, and i think i must be insane to reveal so much of my hidden self. but i really needed somewhere to rant. for that ONE person who smsed and asked me to cheer up after reading my blogpost, thanks a lot (: dont worry, it's alright for someone to be emo just for a day right? i still have many things to do in life, and i wouldnt just waste my life away! :D maybe you think my emotions now is big contrast compared to yesterday, but i'm trying to cheer myself up can!  |  |
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