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TA-DAHHHHHH!!!New blogskin, no more him. TIME TO MOVE ON, MABEL HO. 管不著
一个姓名 遥远又熟悉 朋友偶尔提起 居然还在意也许只是天气 让我有点忧郁 也许在我心底 你从来不曾真的离去 只是 你的一切我再也管不著 不能管你喝了几杯 心情好不好 身上穿的什么颜色 也不是我来挑 亲吻的味道 也变了(你已把我忘掉) 是你的一切我再也管不著 你不在我的怀抱 不稀罕我的好 不能照顾你的人生 不能敲你的门 如果说遗憾 我承认 但你已陌生 一段感情 只剩下话题 不敢思索过去 和你的甜蜜 那双天真眼睛 有没有人会珍惜 最爱的小点心 她会不会学着去料理 怎能把我忘掉 是你的一切我再也管不著 你不在我的怀抱 不稀罕我的好 不能照顾你的人生 不能敲你的门 如果说遗憾 我承认 但你已陌生 Nothing's too hard for me to do!!
You can do this, MABEL HO!! RESIST THE URGEEE. What's too difficult for me to handle, right? If I can survive the past 22 years, I can do it now too. STAY FIRM!
P.S. NEED TO CHANGE BANNER AND TEMPLATE SOON WTF.
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天快亮了能不能别离开呢 沉默像首悲伤的歌 无声视线却模糊了 你要走了 也带走所有快乐 甜蜜的片段散落了 你倦了 心冷了 我哭了 那流星闪过 我们许下一个愿望 要在一起 绝不分离 你怎么放弃了 星空在闪烁 像你的眼泪 悄悄划过 当你放开了手 离开的时候 有没有一点舍不得我 泪光在闪烁 而我的眼泪 忍住不敢 坠落 我还留在黑暗中守候 你却已经远远 离开我 离开我了 梦醒了还剩什么 我要的幸福消失了 你的心曾经属于我的 那流星闪过 我们许下一个愿望 要在一起 绝不分离 你怎么放弃了 星空在闪烁 像你的眼泪 悄悄划过 当你放开了手 离开的时候 有没有一点舍不得我 泪光在闪烁 而我的眼泪 忍住不敢 坠落 我还留在黑暗中守候 你却已经远远 离开我 有过的快乐我都记得 回忆还旋转着 爱怎么停了 我们都泪了 星空在闪烁 你的眼泪 悄悄划过 当你放开了手 离开的时候 有没有一点舍不得我 泪光在闪烁 而我的眼泪 忍住不敢 坠落 我还留在黑暗中守候 你却已经远远 离开 Losing a part of me...
As people should have known by now... I've deleted off almost all social media apps on my phone (facebook, twitter, instagram) - where I'm able to see His updates. Nowhere I can pen my thoughts and emotions.. except here. So many things I wanted to share here but now that I'm at it, I don't know where to start from. I never knew.. Or thought that losing someone could hurt this much. I couldn't work, couldn't stop crying, couldn't stop thinking, couldn't sleep... for days and weeks. Sounds desperate, sounds stupid, and that was what I used to think of others. "I gave you all of me." I really did. And I thought we'd be forever. I thought you felt the same way. Only to know it was my wishful thinking. Up till now... all the "WHYs" are still on my mind. Losing a person you held so dearly, regarded as your world... means having your heart shattered, your world collapsed... But at the end of the day... All I wanted is still for you to love me..... But it isn't possible anymore.
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BOOO. DEAD BLOG.Just scrolled through some of my old posts and I'm judging myself. How disgusting I was!! *rolls eyes* OKAY BYE. say hi~
baby charleen says HAI! hehehe. qtpai max! <3
Outing with girlfriends!
Received a parcel from <3. Look at the huge tigger. It's for me to hug to slp (': and a hello kitty polaroid! My bday presents! Hehe! Love you baby! Missing you loads! And met up with my fave girls since pri school! It was a great catching up session i must say. Thanks for the surprise celebration (': so touched!! Love y'all ttm!!!    Graduation, finally!
Both families finally met! ^^ all's well! HAPPY GRADUATION TO ALL!      LAST PRESENTATION @ TP
Our last day of lessons/presentation @ TP. feeling kinda nostalgic now. hahaha. didn't really like poly life in all, but i'm thankful that i managed to survive the 3 years, with all the friends i made, and the love of my life.  3A02'11/'12   Trek's don't lend group!  1A06 '09/'10 can't imagine life after graduation...
GNS
  i remember going to work on the first day feeling so nervous... and now it's the last day. i learnt a lot, thanks to the endless pile of work to do and due guidance given to me by seniors and Mr. Goh. experienced a lot too. gna thank my fellow gns-ians too! zhiyang, jingjun, jiehui, audrey and farzean. we spent the entire 14 weeks at work together, lunches and all our small talks. great accompaniments (: bye GNS~~
 3A02's chalet @ Costa Sands Pasir Ris on 28th Sept! Mrs Cheong is cute max! hahaha!  1A06's chalet @ Aloha Changi on 19th Sept! + Mrs Lew & Family! Alright, today's the first day of school. Last night I barely slept, 'cause I slept too much the previous day -.- oh well~ 4hours lecture on FA straight was mad, I swear. but lucky the first 2 topics were more of "basics" and we kinda learnt it alrd. Tried reallyyyyy hard to keep awakeeee. Felt hungry halfway through lecture and of course, my tummy growled as usual :X After lunch during APEL lesson was the period i really really wna fall asleep :/ but anw, shant elaborate more on APEL, it's crap. HANGING WITH FRIENDS! hahhaaha more of us are joining in the fun and this is cool~ jiamin played cheat! she went to mess ard with my phone when i was trying to make up a word for her to guess! ):< but it's okayyy~ hahahaha! and wenbin is srsly NOOB. hahahahahaha! i watched him guess all my word and i was like really O.O hahahahaha. qiqi, hurry join in the fun! After school: Dinner with <3! ((((((: NEBO @ AMKhub! and of course, it isnt the food that excites me. it's being able to spend time with <3! hahaha. i cant stop thinking abt all the nice and fun things we're gna do when we get paid for SIP and holidays and stuffs when it's only the first day of school today. AWESOME MUCH. time definitely passes faster when i have sth to look forward to at the end of the school week (: lunch with <3 tmr btw! (Y) <3<3<3!! till next time! (:
 i killed many trees today. and actually... i'm tired already... but 2 people told me to hang on. I'll try. 
 HI! heheh. i forgot to mention that wednesday was 3A02 '11/12's class chalet! super inexpensive chalet of all time! :O thanks to Huili! gotta thank ppl like Hanxiang, Wenyi and Zhijian for doing the saigang. hahaha! photos are with Huiqi! shall post some photos after she uploads them on fb! We BBQ-ed, and then played with Mrs Cheong (Yes, she came!! :D kinda weird at first though :/ ) Indian poker! the 5 losers had to do a forfeit. EAT SATAY SAUCE MIXED WITH NUTELLA. IT'S SRSLY WTFBBQLY DISGUSTING. LOOKED LIKE SHIT - the LS kind @.@ and Mrs Cheong was one of them. LOL! then MAFIA! the very first time i talked so much while playing mafia! kinda fun! intended to stay till ard 9.30pm then go home. but stayed till 10.30 instead cause i cant bear to leave :/ took late night bus home alone, CREEPY SHIT. y'know, all the tales about late night buses, the spirits and stuffs. plugged music into my ears the entire journey and kept myself glued to my phone and busy stalking people. reached home at around 12plus. Psss: since the photos for chalet are not up yet, i shall put a random cls picture for this post. hahahha AND SOMETHING HAPPY! I FINALLY GOT TO EAT THE CARROT CAKE STICK FOR BREAKFAST YTD! and this time i went with <3 and tried to remember the route there :X if not everytime i wna eat i need to rely on him :/ went to do some grocery shopping in the afternoon then went home to do some chores. feels weird staying at home on weekends ): oh well... busy clearing files and space on my C drive! i cleared abt 20gb worth of stuffs :O but it's okay. WAIT FOR ME, IM JOINING YOUR WORLD SOON! (: that's all for now, till next time!
taylor swift's a talented beauty. emo nemo elmo time~ emo x2
all i need is your fullest attention, love, care and effort. all else makes me feel like trash. so will you make me feel at ease, please?
fell in love with this~! think they used bridging! nice one (: another one! love the part when they harmonise!! (: the original by insooni sounds quite well too ^^
i'm back to blogging! many things happened in 2.2, shall summarise everything into point forms: - i really worked harder than previous sems this sem! - quarrelled with someone whom i least expected to have conflict with... - cold war, how long? one entire month is it? - all went back to normal - was really v.down this sem. - mid semester tests was a disaster. - mugged for mains during study week. ONLY TO FALL SICK! - EXAMS, CATASTROPHE! - results, EMO. so much for working hard. - IRAS. training's a bore. AND STRESSED! - savesavesave money! - failed btt! 43/50. I JUST NEED THAT 2 MORE MARKS! - weird encounter... - moved house to amk. - sometimes, it's really lonely to travel to and fro alone. but yet, it gives me time alone to ponder over stuffs... - 1A06 chalet! it's like a tradition/routine/norm that i dont feel excitement towards looking forward to chalet anymore, though it was great time tgt. - joined CIMA GBC. but kinda regretted cause not much time to do with work on our hands. - 2.2 made me realise many things - i treasure my clique 5 more than ever <3 - i really dont know how to love anymore. - cgpa really demoralised me. - fulfilling holiday? - jr's bday @ JP pp! LOL @ the birthday song. TOTALLY STUNNED. ........................................................... tired alrd. shall continue another time! work tmr!
EMPTY tried to take a picture, of love. didnt think i'd miss her, that much. i wanna fill this new frame, but it's empty. tried to write a letter, in ink. it's been getting better, i think. i got a piece of paper, but it's empty. it's empty. maybe we're trying, trying too hard. maybe we're torn apart. maybe the timing, is beating our hearts. we're empty. and i've even wondered, if we. should be getting under, these sheets. we could lie in this bed, but it's empty. it's empty. maybe we're trying, trying too hard. maybe we're torn apart. maybe the timing, is beating our hearts. we're empty......
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